She didn’t know how to stop her feelings,
Something felt heavy in her chest,
Air being torn away from her lungs,
Was it what he said?
Did he not love her a tad bit?
Just took whatever he wanted from her body-
He felt she deserved better;
Why couldn’t he realise it before asking her out,
Before making her fall for him,
Or was it because she wasn’t that good-
She was confused, what did she lack in?
Wanting her wellness her first lover stepped away,
Could he not realise how hurt she would be?
Yet she stayed strong , her mind wandered ;
May be the face didn’t allure him,
She tried a make over, yet everything went futile,
This went on, until he came ad she was ready to move on,
Yet since it was her life, all her hopes went crushing again,
She realised may be her body did allure men,
But it was never her heart, she was meant to be a trollop,
A woman who couldn’t be loved,
Yes, she didn’t show it, but her heart cried ;
Promised not to make her cry, yet weren’t these promises all lies.