Are we ready to accept?

Change in your behavior,

I get possessive like anything,

Yet you don’t understand how I feel,

I get angry not for your faults,

But others who try offending you,

I trust you,

But not them who are close to you.

You may think I’m crazy,

I’m crazy only for you.

Guilty or not

 

young-woman-looking-annoyed-with-her-boyfriend-in-a-park-ax4frc

Picture Credits: alamy.com

I’m trying to move on, trying to be happy;

You told me I deserved a better man, to be loved

The job is really tedious, makes me feel sick,

Yet I’m trying quite hard to make it work-

I feel guilty though, because I still see you ,

I can see an imprint of you on him , guilt rises within me;

Feels like I cheated on you and him,

Did the guilt eat up as well, when you had me , but were with her?

 

No arguments

 

10574a47ea84a7e9b02e27cdbba356d4

I followed each word you said,

You were right , relationship is not important-

I have had a bad history with relationships,

Agreeing with you was easy;

Just wanted a connection with you,

Something very special only meant for us;

You said you were not ready to commit

Might have been fine with someone else,

But my curious little brain couldn’t accept the false facet,

Yet I allowed you to leave without arguments;

Is it only who couldn’t tolerate a relationship?

Because you were already attached with one.

Bifurcated

We started working on it,

The road it went smooth, at times rough surfaces erupted;

You told me it can’t always be a plain polished surface to walk on-

Never knew how positive you were that day,

I had no idea , when did our path begin to bifurcate;

Stormy days and nights would lead to wreckage.

One bright sunny day it was only me standing alone,

For miles I couldn’t see you or the point of bifurcation.Web-Home-South-Island-01-resized2

Escape

Someone to critique me, whenever I’m wrong,

Somebody who isn’t judgmental

You seem to be sweet at times-

Uncaring of what I might feel,

The next instant you turn cold

Everything seems to dissolve at once;

So what I do is move away from you

It helps me escape my emotions,

Turn them latent for the time being;

Yet your face, flashes out of nowhere

Breaking the barrier of my  mind.

lucid-living-2-702x336

 

 

I see you

I don’t miss you now .
Appreciating the distance separating us ,
I feel for you the same ,
There’s no one else I care for ,
You are the one whom I can see ,
Everywhere i turn its only you ;
The bond between us is stronger now .

Stop

Consider asking me to return ,
Like a slow breeze I shall flow to you,
There would be no turning back,
But you never wanted me ;
So there was never any reason –
For you to stop me .

image

Unsure

I don’t know what it is ,
Can’t name the relationship –
Along with it there are feelings attached ,
Feelings unreciprocable for others ,
Only you are the one for me –
Yet I’m unsure what to call it .

image