Unsaid words

Had you stopped me once, I wouldn’t have left,

I wish you would turn back, you could my tears,

A simple “how are you “? is not that tough-

I didn’t ask for gifts, a bit of your care would be fine,

But I knew that would never be coming from you,

You were happy once your needs were seen to,

How I wish you would love me, the way I loved you,

My face is called pretty by the masses,

None think of loving it, they know I can manage,

It’s not always possible to manage alone,

How I wish you would hold my hand forever.

Shout it out

Seldom do I care of what you think,

It’s not easy to be care free,

Things do change and that happens in a blink

More mistakes and more chances to be dreary.
Yes I don’t care of what you say ,

Life is too short and difficult to be quiet.

May be I let your mistakes go day after day.

But there are times when you can’t just digest the diet.
I do speak loud now, uncaring about you,

The feelings are scanty, dying gradually,

Don’t you think the reason behind this is you?

The lies, mistakes killed a bond brutally.

The bliss

A strange feeling passing through me,

What is it? nothing that I can see,

Your presence around me does make it good,

Is it right for me to feel or is it more than I should?

The blissful situation is making me happy,

Taking me far away from all things sappy,

I am not sure how we will go,

But this will be a journey better than any other I know.

A chance

I prefer to give him a chance, 

Not to strike him out.
He was not the one because of whom,

I cry in and about.

Consequences must be faced by the real convict,

Not the one who tries to make me happy

To bring me out,

Of all the times I grieve and turn sappy.

It pains to give in at once ,

So easily without being skeptic.

Again, being dubious  may not cure me

Rather worsen my wounds to septic.

He might not be perfect,

Yet he manages to make me smile

To make me realize I’m special, he never

Fails to seize my attention in his own style.

Something amiss

Amidst  the celebrations something always remains amiss

Can’t understand what I’m missing -your greetings or the morning kiss?

Nothing can replace the love that you had for me,

Yet I try to find that in fragments from people , which in their eyes I get to see.

I pray to lord you look over as my angel from the sky;

For without it I will not be able to imagine a destination beautiful and high.

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Lies

She didn’t know how to stop her feelings,

Something felt heavy in her chest,

Air being torn away from her lungs,

Was it what he said?

Did he not love her a tad bit?

Just took whatever he wanted from her body-

He felt she deserved better;

Why couldn’t he realise it before asking her out,

Before making her fall for him,

Or was it because she wasn’t that good-

She was confused, what did she lack in?

Wanting her wellness her first lover stepped away,

Could he not realise how hurt she would be?

Yet she stayed strong , her mind wandered ;

May be the face didn’t allure him,

She tried a make over, yet everything went futile,

This went on, until he came ad she was ready to move on,

Yet since it was her life, all her hopes went crushing again,

She realised may be her body did allure men,

But it was never her heart, she was meant to be a trollop,

A woman who couldn’t be loved,

Yes, she didn’t show it, but her heart cried ;

Promised not to make her cry, yet weren’t these promises all lies.sad-woman-looking-out-window1

 

 

Are we ready to accept?

Change in your behavior,

I get possessive like anything,

Yet you don’t understand how I feel,

I get angry not for your faults,

But others who try offending you,

I trust you,

But not them who are close to you.

You may think I’m crazy,

I’m crazy only for you.

Guilty or not

 

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I’m trying to move on, trying to be happy;

You told me I deserved a better man, to be loved

The job is really tedious, makes me feel sick,

Yet I’m trying quite hard to make it work-

I feel guilty though, because I still see you ,

I can see an imprint of you on him , guilt rises within me;

Feels like I cheated on you and him,

Did the guilt eat up as well, when you had me , but were with her?

 

No arguments

 

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I followed each word you said,

You were right , relationship is not important-

I have had a bad history with relationships,

Agreeing with you was easy;

Just wanted a connection with you,

Something very special only meant for us;

You said you were not ready to commit

Might have been fine with someone else,

But my curious little brain couldn’t accept the false facet,

Yet I allowed you to leave without arguments;

Is it only who couldn’t tolerate a relationship?

Because you were already attached with one.