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I’m trying to move on, trying to be happy;
You told me I deserved a better man, to be loved
The job is really tedious, makes me feel sick,
Yet I’m trying quite hard to make it work-
I feel guilty though, because I still see you ,
I can see an imprint of you on him , guilt rises within me;
Feels like I cheated on you and him,
Did the guilt eat up as well, when you had me , but were with her?
I followed each word you said,
You were right , relationship is not important-
I have had a bad history with relationships,
Agreeing with you was easy;
Just wanted a connection with you,
Something very special only meant for us;
You said you were not ready to commit
Might have been fine with someone else,
But my curious little brain couldn’t accept the false facet,
Yet I allowed you to leave without arguments;
Is it only who couldn’t tolerate a relationship?
Because you were already attached with one.
I don’t know where you are,
Star gazing makes me feel you staring down
You told me how you missed your mommy,
I can feel it now, because I miss
At times I hustle with things,
I wish you were there to help me,hear
Papa is much gentler just you were ,
He is a friend now and much less a
I knows he tries to shower all his love
He tries not to make me ,
But I do every moment without you-
I guess ,I can never stop missing
Someone to critique me, whenever I’m wrong,
Somebody who isn’t judgmental
You seem to be sweet at times-
Uncaring of what I might feel,
The next instant you turn cold
Everything seems to dissolve at once;
So what I do is move away from you
It helps me escape my emotions,
Turn them latent for the time being;
Yet your face, flashes out of nowhere
Breaking the barrier of my mind.
She was happy that he sent her a “Good Morning ” message without her sending taking the initiative this time .
But he sent the message to all his contacts .Though she knew that , she was happy because -a person who was hopelessly in love with a guy ( that is her ) , a simple message from him meant a lot .
I feel though I’m not
Not getting any closer to you ,
Gradually we’re drifting apart
I’m doing this after a long time, sorry for the break guys.I missed you all. Here’s a short poem, which came to my mind oneday after I woke up from a nightmare.
I woke up to be left alone again,
YOu were now where to be seen,
I know things always didn’t side with me
Nor are they going to now-
But there was not even a single tear to shed
No more can you invade my heart, break it;
Its broken, broken forever, far beyond repair
And I’m not going to mend it for anyone else
There’s no need for anyone to break it again.
It’s not a toy to be broken again and again;
I put on the facet of a strong lady
But it really hurts bad inside and I can’t whimp;
Whining is not my style , so what do I do?
Stay broken forever.
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