The sunshine girl

Never preferred raindrops, I love sunshine,

Brightness is my thing, while drizzle is yours-

You like the pitter-patter of the raindrops,

My love for a noiseless sunny day is well known,

When I was finding a way to balk and stop,

Proceeding after the first meeting was you;

Sugar and spice is what makes us,

Taking the steps forward, we will be trusting faith

The memories are ones keeping me on track now.

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Battery

Extendability, stability, durability;

Features which make a good battery,

What if it doesn’t have those?

Maze of Minotaur

Time being a challenge, running around the maze

How difficult must it be for me to escape it,

I have been trying and yet there’s always an obstacle,

Working up my strength, my sanity-

A stable rock you have been for me,

Feeding my mind with positivity and solutions,

“I am there ” is like your signature in my conscious,

How did we come to this? I don’t know

I am sure, your love will make me love you.

Beffudlement

You are odd and I still stand by you,

Unromantic that you are, you don’t sympathise

No pity case for me, no caring sharing words-

I hit my head and you turn it to humor,

You don’t let me cry though, not offering shoulders-

When I feel you don’t love, it’s then I realise.

Being challenged is what I love, not being pitied

Tantrums are not my style, it is you who can,

You love me the best you can, that’s what I accept .

You taught me

Smiling and laughing not my best attributes,

Keeping calm and cool was still unlearned,

Indifference and apathy were my best weapons,

Yet all these dissolved when you came,

You taught me to face the world with a smile;

Niggling and grumbling wouldn’t get me anywhere,

Did I realise the great fall then? No,

You were calm while I seethed with anger,

You smiled while I smirked,

You were my peace, my trust, my sole,

My mind being its own master,

An angel could never be my soul,

I sought the easier way out, running far

Lingering would tell me the truth,

Patience was never my element,

Yet you cared and shared with me,

Deeper did I fall, when I knew your smile,

Could follow your smell and shadow,

Yet you asked me made stop mid-path;

Smiling you gave our angel, a blush like yours-

You were not beholden, yet you let me hold,

Our angel is now my calm and peace,

Makes me smile and laugh, just like once did.

Rien – as in nothing

Bonjour copains, Hello friends it has been a few months that I started learning French for two reasons –

1. To proceed with my next level of education,

2. I obviously love the language.

It is just so sweet and passionate. Though I do not know much about the French people, their language suggests they live in the moment of their lives. Well it is not all these ramblings that I am here for.

I was watching a french movie called ” L’arnacoeur” ( The Heartbreaker) on Netflix for two reasons-

1. Better understanding of the language.

2. Because the name and poster were attractive.

I know it’s kind of childish but the man in the poster did make a mental call onto me.

Alright, so the thing that I noticed in this movie was the word “Rien” ( nothing) being used over and over again. The lead actor is in love with the lead actress, denies it with nothing. She wants him back but again its ” rien”, that’s where problems arise.

FEELINGS DON’T TEND TO SPURT OUT OF NOTHING

Even in our real when we are dealing with our feelings for a person we shouldn’t just forget it with nothing. We are real, life is real, so where does this NOTHING seep in from.

TALK

Talk to someone close to you, your friend, sister, brother, cousin. We have a plethora of near and dear ones surrounding us. Find out the person you can talk to. Make sure the person understands you and doesn’t just dismiss the dilemma you are in.

TALK TO THE PERSON

Don’t make him / her terrified of the situation , by vomiting out all your undigested thoughts. Pour it slowly on their minds, so that even they are able to process it. When you feel the cogwheels running, don’t escape from the situation, there are chances that the other person might also be avoiding the idea of their feelings as nothing. Try to explore the situation together, it will give you enough strength to move forwards, besides two brains work better than one.

Well to end my train of thoughts, I would like to share with you guys one of my favorite dialogues from the movie.

je romps les relations pas les couples,

true to his word he didn’t break any couple even at the end.

After all these years

Clarifying yourself, promised to be there,

Insanity, people would say,

But I believed in you.

Change in occupation, do you call that mature?

You know not the value of priority,

Something bound to keep you stable-

Yet that is the one lacking,

Perhaps life did turn better,

Hence erasing you from my life.