It’s not okay to be near you but not able to hold you,
Even worse is that when I can’t whisper sweet words only meant for your ears to hear,
When I can’t show how much I love you –
Or the way I have to act as if we are only friends,
Still your presence close to mine is a relief,
A happy feeling which keeps me at peace.
Sharing the feelings growing within us,
How beautiful isn’t it to realise the crux;
Your silence gets deep down to my core,
No , I can’t stop the grief knocking at the door-
Pain, insecurity is laid barren infront of me,
As if all the positivity of ‘ours’ escapes just before I see,
This happens when you are silent,
Turning my mind into a storm which is turbulent.