A new oath

How long has it been , you called?
A month , year , can’t recall that .
The withering leaves reminds me ,
Isn’t  life  the same way, escaping slowly
Today I took an oath , not to forget you ;
But be myself around you ,
A person who might creep you out ,
A sarcastically cold hearted person ;
Who will not sweet mouth your faults –
No mistakes will be tolerated .
Its up to you now , how long will you hold .

Can I stop missing you?

I don’t know where you are,

Star gazing makes me feel you staring down

at me;

You told me how you missed your mommy,

I can feel it now, because I miss

you too-

At times I hustle with things,

I wish you were there to help me,hear

me out,

Papa is much gentler just you were ,

He is a friend now and much less a

dominating figure,

I knows he tries to shower all his love

He tries not to make me ,

miss you,

But I do every moment without you-

I guess ,I can never stop missing

you mommy.

Escape

Someone to critique me, whenever I’m wrong,

Somebody who isn’t judgmental

You seem to be sweet at times-

Uncaring of what I might feel,

The next instant you turn cold

Everything seems to dissolve at once;

So what I do is move away from you

It helps me escape my emotions,

Turn them latent for the time being;

Yet your face, flashes out of nowhere

Breaking the barrier of my  mind.

 

 

I see you

I don’t miss you now .
Appreciating the distance separating us ,
I feel for you the same ,
There’s no one else I care for ,
You are the one whom I can see ,
Everywhere i turn its only you ;
The bond between us is stronger now .